Story Chapter 26: Your Memories Haunt Me

 

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English Version:

Its secrets love...

A glimpse of me and you, the way you used to love

Your city stays haunted in my life, a ghost I can’t shake off

Your smile is right in front of me, frozen in my head

I’m still walking to your door, bringing your favorite bread

Hey, you changed me...

The way I love, the way I see—I liked your craziness

How you stayed by my side when I was blacking out

You were the only light I had, without a doubt

The toxicity of us? It’s a legend now

A reminder to everyone of how we burned it down

Violant roar

Talking ‘bout our favorite movies, losing track of time

Kissing in that white car, basement shadows and grime

I still remember every "favorite" you ever had

This kind of love hits different—it’s beautiful and bad

We damaged the jokes, we broke the routine

You picking me up at school, the engine humming low

My friends all talking nice, watching our love grow

The way my mom welcomed you in, arms open wide

This love was supposed to be forever, our places side-by-side

But the change came fast, and the "us" became "then"

Now I’m just haunted by the way it could’ve been

A glimpse of me and you, the way you used to love

Your city stays haunted in my life, a ghost I can’t shake off

Your smile is right in front of me, frozen in my head

I’m still walking to your door, bringing your favorite bread

Is it blind goodbye?

This love was supposed to be forever, our places side-by-side

But the change came fast, and the "us" became "then"

Now I’m just haunted by the way it could’ve been

So, long long + long

Indonesia Version:

Sekilas bayangmu dan aku, caramu mencintaiku dulu

Kotamu kini menghantui hidupku, hantu yang tak bisa kuusir pergi

Senyummu tepat di depan mataku, membeku di dalam kepala

Aku masih berjalan ke pintumu, membawakan roti kesukaanmu

Hei, kau mengubahku...

Cara kucinta, cara kupandang dunia—aku menyukai kegilaanmu

Bagaimana kau tetap di sisiku saat aku kehilangan kesadaran

Kau adalah satu-satunya cahaya, tanpa ada ragu sedikit pun

Racun di antara kita? Kini jadi legenda

Sebuah pengingat bagi semua, tentang bagaimana kita hangus terbakar

Berbincang tentang film favorit, hingga kita lupa waktu

Berciuman di mobil putih itu, di remang basemen yang berdebu

Aku masih ingat semua hal "favorit" yang pernah kau punya

Cinta ini rasanya berbeda—begitu indah, sekaligus luka

Kita merusak tawa, kita mematahkan rutinitas

Kau menjemputku di sekolah, deru mesin yang rendah dan tenang

Teman-temanku bicara baik tentangmu, melihat cinta kita tumbuh

Cara ibuku menyambutmu, dengan tangan terbuka lebar

Cinta ini seharusnya selamanya, kita duduk bersisian selamanya

Cinta ini seharusnya abadi, tempat kita berdampingan tanpa henti

Namun perubahan datang begitu cepat, dan "kita" kini menjadi "dulu"

Kini aku hanya dihantui oleh bayangan tentang apa yang seharusnya terjadi

Maka, selamat tinggal... lama... sangat lama + selamanya.

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Story Chapter 25:2+1 of us (Me, You and Him)

 

The Altar of Habit

You are the hearth, the holy, and the known,

The quiet kingdom that we built alone.

Your kiss is bread—it sustains my very life,

The gentle title of "husband" or of "wife."

I rest my head upon your steady chest,

And hate the heart that will not let me rest.

For even as I swear my soul is true,

I am a hollow shell when held by you.

The Fevered Ghost

Then there is him—a wildfire in the veins,

The sudden snap of long-forgotten chains.

He doesn’t offer peace; he offers breath,

A frantic dance upon the edge of death.

In candle-lighted rooms where we shouldn’t be,

He unearths the wild, screaming parts of me.

I love him with a desperate, starving grace,

Searching for his shadow in your face.

The Tragic Sum

I am a traitor in a house of gold,

Selling the warmth to shiver in the cold.

I pull your blankets tight around my skin,

While tasting him—the sweet, metallic sin.

Two loves, one heart, a tether torn in two,

I’m breaking him to stay alive with you.

But in the dark, the math begins to bleed:

I have everything, yet he is all I need.

The Final Frame

The clock ticks out a rhythm of deceit,

As I walk the line where guilt and longing meet.

Me: The architect of a beautiful lie.

You: The sun in a clear, unsuspecting sky.

Him: The moon that pulls my tides astray.

I am the storm that will wash us all away.

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Story Chater 24: 💫 Ms. Supernova 💫

 

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From cosmic dust, a beacon came,

A whispered light, a burning flame.

Not born of fire, but starlight true,

My sister, and my universe, is you.

When shadows stretch and paths grow steep,

And all the weary world's asleep,

You blaze, you shine, you cut the night,

My own great source of warmth and light.

You are the fusion, hot and bright,

That scatters darkness into flight.

A Supernova, strong and rare,

The one who taught me how to care.

For me, your gravity is sure,

A loving force that will endure.

A silent promise, held so fast,

That come what may, your love will last.

I watch you glow, a brilliant star,

And wonder how magnificent you are.

So vast your heart, so quick to mend,

My sister, confidante, and friend.

This simple verse, a fragile plea,

To thank the light you give to me.

For always being there to guide,

My Ms. Supernova, standing by my side.

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Story Chapter 23 : Love letters at summer

 

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Summer's haze, a faded frame,

You and me, lost in love's sweet game.

We built a lie, a fragile nest,

Promising forever, but forever's unrest.

Love letters on napkins, tickets worn,

Promises of permanence, a heart forlorn.

City lights blurred, whispers in the night,

I believed every word, a love so bright.

But you were dividing your heart and time,

A master of deception, a subtle crime.

The ocean's undertow, a hidden lie,

Every sunset, every laugh, every promise, goodbye.

Those letters, written in sand and sea,

Washed away by the tide of your dishonesty.

A performance, perfect and precise,

A romance tainted, a heart's demise.

Now I see the truth, the shading clear,

A salesman's words, a poet's disguise, so dear.

You managed me, with every line and sigh,

A distraction from the lie, a heart's goodbye.

The summer ended, the truth revealed,

A slow, sickening dawn, a heart unsealed.

Those love letters, proof of your deceit,

Receipts of guilt, a heart that would retreat.

But I own the truth, the strongest goodbye,

A hard-won peace, a heart that would fly.

You may have had the summer's fleeting thrill,

But I have the truth, and a heart that's still.

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Story Chapter 22 : Koala

Luna's heart once broke in July's heat,

But then she met Leo, a love so sweet.

On October 10th, at the mall's delight,

She saw him smile, and her heart took flight.

His tan skin glowed, his glasses shone,

Intelligence sparkled in his eyes alone.

The way he captured moments with a snap,

Made Luna fall, in love's sweet trap.

Together they'd travel, explore and roam,

Sharing common interests, a love to call home.

Night drives beneath starry skies so bright,

Rainy nights that brought them closer in delight.

Softly glowing moon above,

Luna's heart beats with tender love.

In Leo's eyes, a gentle gaze,

Their love amazes, in tender ways.

Eucalyptus scent, a sweet perfume,

Their love blossoms, a tender bloom.

Comfortable hugs in the Ford car's space,

In the night, they find their peaceful place.

Together, their love finds rest,

Free from anxious thoughts, they are blessed.

When I'm hugging you, I feel so gentle and bright,

Just like a koala, in the moon's soft light.

Their love is pure, their hearts so bright,

In the moonlight, they dance with delight.

Koalas in love, a sweet and tender sight,

Forever entwined, in love's warm, golden light.

Leo holds Luna's hands, a love so true,

And my heart stops and stares, in awe of you.

Your skin tone soft, like a koala's gentle hue,

My mom definitely likes you, it's true.

Saving your picture, printing it with glee,

Thanks, Leo, for being part of my journey, you'll see.

Love, Luna.

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Story Chapter 21 : Yess, We Called This Love (But its not me)

 

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Austin Dome Sublime, I waited for you on our vintage brown couch, but you never walked through my front door. I lost you, but in the process, I found myself. Through every triumph and every heartache, I felt your presence by my side. Your sober eyes touched my soul, and I yearned to feel your wise and loving touch. You were my first love, but I became your second choice.

We couldn't reconcile our numbers, but you were the best introduction to my life. I lost my heart to your captivating eyes and radiant smile. You found another love, another "F". Did you ever try to call me? I've been waiting for over five years, waiting for your plans, but you never made a move. It was all just empty promises...

As I sit atop the hill, gazing up at you through the mist, our love's light still shines through. "Infinite love, finite resources – my heart overflows, but my wallet doesn't." In a sea of millions, two moments define us: the day we fell in love, marked by '2,' and your birth, marked by '1.' Our love merges these numbers into one.

You're the missing piece to my puzzle; my love for you is unconditional. Our love blossomed in the city of rain, where serendipity brought us together again. We breathed the same air, shared the same sky, and in this city of memories, our love rose. Yet, ironically, our love also met its demise.

Your hair is as beautiful as a comma, and your glass eyes sparkle with a sweet smile. I bought plaster hearts from your pharmacy store, but the real medicine – your love – is missing. I have dreams, but when I wake up, reality hits me – you're holding someone else. You burned our home, but maybe he's good for you, and maybe she's good for me. Still, it doesn't feel the same without you.

I'll wait for you to appear in my wildest dreams. 

You'll always be my "one true love". 

You'll stay in my heart forever."

Yess We Called This Love (But its not me)

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